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Monday, November 09, 2009
The time now is 12.35am. Tmr will be my first day of work at Alpha. =) The whole day i ate one packet of rice till now. Im starving! Nothing much to eat at home. Either cook maggie (But im real lazy), or honey stars ( But is my son's) or make a cup of milo (can only tahan awhile). HAHAHA. Or should i just go to sleep? LOL I told my sis that im hungry and nothing to eat. She suggest me to drink alot of water and go sleep. Such stupid suggestion she gave. HAHAHA. My dear huiquan is at BKK now. Suppose to come back this morning, But she and her hubby , and friends missed their flight! WTH man. Is really unbelievable. Lucky they have got her hubby ahkim hse to stay. If i were there, without knowing anyone there, plus no money, cus usually last day i will puposely used up all my money so that i wont be taking thai bahts home. And turned out, i missed my flight. I think i will go crazy. HAHA. Alright, i cannot take it. My stomach going out of shape. HAHA. After eating, i will go to bed. Tomorrow will be a better day. I love all my friends & families! Labels: The last goodbye is the hardest to say Sunday, November 08, 2009      Yesterday went to grandlink for our singing session, after that headed to rachatda, eat bak ku teh and off back home. Hubby went to his friends place in the afternoon, later coming home again to change and watch movie. =( Labels: Someone asked me if i miss you. I didnt answer and just walk away. And i whispered "So Much" Saturday, November 07, 2009 Last night went to century square to watch a movie Poker King with audrey, nicole, ath, yingying and their 2 dance classes students, me & Zayne. Yes, ZAYNE! He went to watch movie tgt with us! HAHA. Watch for only 1hr and slept inside. After that went over to ying's place to sleep at around 2 plus. Zayne woke up around 2 plus and started to play with us, he's tired. But dun want to sleep, cuz got auds and ying to play with him. Haha. Woke up at 12pm and eat our lunch prepared by ying's maid and grandma. Took cab with auds as she is going for her music lesson. And reached home, immediate coma. DAMN TIRED. Later will be meeting the girls again, no idea where will we be going. But last min plan always doesnt work =( So hopefully my saturday night wont burn! =) Alright, gonna prepare. Enjoy your weekend! Labels: If i knew it would hurt this bad. I would have never told you I LOVE YOU Friday, November 06, 2009 Cong lai mei xiang guo Bu neng zai he ni qian shou Wei qu shi hou, Mei you ni pei zhe wo xing tong Yi qie dou shi wo tai guo jiao zong Yi wei ni hui dong Yi zhi wang le shuo, Wo you duo gan dong Wo zhi dao ni hai shi ai zhe wo Sui ran fen kai de li you Wo men dou yi jie shou Ni zhi dao wo hui you duo nan guo Suo yi ji shi dao zui hou, Hai wei xiao zhe yao wo jia you Wo zhi dao ni hai fang bu xia wo Cai hui zai li kai shi, Bi zhe yan mei you hui tou Wo men dou zhi dao bi ci xing zhong Qi shi zhe fen ai mei ting guo Ceng jing wen zhe xing fu de meng zai nao hai li tou Wo duo xi wang ni hai zai wo zou you Da ying ni wo hui hao hao guo Bu rang zhe xie yan lei bai liu I have never thought that i can hold ur hand without u by my side sharing my sadness with you because i was too arrogant I tot you would understandand i forgot to tell you how i felt i know that you still love me althought we already accepted the reason why we broke up You know i will have more than sadness in my life So even in the end, you will tell me to work hard and carry on with my life I know you are still worried about me ever since you closed ur eyes while saying the last goodbye we both know in out heart that we both never stop loving each other. Translated again. HAHA. Btw, came back from my exams. Later will be gg to meet audreys. WOO> WOOO.. BYe HURRAY, I've got the job. =)) Basically, the company is very new in singapore, and they used cooking oil to become biodiesel, and let those big machines that need petrol to work. COOL right? In the philosophies of marketing, The company marketing activities is under societal marketing concept. HAHA. Okay, i've learnt this in my module. And, my exam is tomorrow!! Din went home just now, and met audrey straight at tamp with nicole. Met meijuan and revise till 10plus. I reached home just nice 12am. HAHA. Im down on flu. I guess is the cold wind at her place downstairs. SHIT. I must be in my best stage tmr for exams. Still thinking to revise on my own till around 4am. And wake up at 12pm. I guess i have to pop 2 panadol before it worsen. And it will make me sleepy. ARGGHH. Alright people, anw, after exam tmr, i will be going back home and bring boiboi out. HAHA. Labels: Not all scars shows. Not all wounds heals. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feel Thursday, November 05, 2009 One more interview @ 4pm. Its raining heavily, i can see the drain flooded. Best time for an afternoon nap. Ha. But I'm so damn hungry. I only drank one cup of coffee with one pineapple cake in the morning. Lazy to go to the kitchen and look for food. So im now munching some peanuts. HAHA. I rvd a call, one more interview @ 2pm, as tmr i've got exam from 2pm-5pm. Going to get prepare soon, and luckily its near from my place, but after this i will straight head to my 6th interview for today and will be going back bedok home to check on the new maid that had come in yesterday noon. Will be waiting for meijuan to do some revision over at her place nearby. Yesterday din get a good sleep, cause i have a dream. A dream that in reality it wont ever happen. But, like i say, just a dream. HA. Alright ppl, gonna get ready and goodluck for me! Tmr got 4 interviews, I quitted the job in NUH. Cuz im damn pissed by the agency. In the contract put Mon to Fri. Only get to realise is a 6 days job. WTH. So i quarrelled with the manager, and so i quitted. RUBBISH. Waste my time. Just now went to had late dinner at 85 market with ying, nicole and kenneth. Went to fetch auds and home sweet home. Went down to my previous work place. My col told me, i felt that you are happier now. AND ITS TRUE. Lol. Tuesday, November 03, 2009 My previous post was on how excited i am for my 1st day of work. BUT IT SCREWED MY DAY. The nurse manager, which they call sister. WAHLAU, so old, can call auntie liao. I dont like everyone. HAHA. I HATE TO WORK IN HOSPITAL. ARRGRGHHHH!!! But, for my family. I ought to be strong! Goodnews! Today i only smoked 3 sticks. OH MY! I DID IT! Congrats to me =) Like i mention earlier on, its my 1st day of work tmr. Kinda excited. I love the feeling. =) The pay is much more lesser than the previous job i had. But, thinking of the stress level will be going down, im very glad. Maybe i am just someone who cannot handle so much things at one whole shot, can you guys imagine? The period of time, my numbers at work is dropping, i failed my exams, my granddad go in hospital, i need to give money to my mom, i need to take care of my son, quarrels between me and hubby. For that period of time, i sleep for the whole day, not turning up to work. My friend called me, i hang their phone, they message me, i only reply YES or NO. I just cant be bother with everything. I wanna sleep all the way. I know its bad for me to be so irresponsible. But, at the point of time, im indeed very tired. Sometimes, im thinking, why the hell am i into this world? And i will start crying and crying. Telling myself, im a failure. I've lost all my confidence which i had in the past. Sometimes, i wonder, working so hard to earn that money is so damn difficult. EVery month im struggling with financial problem. Thou, i've been saving money. But, its not for me. Its for my son. I know its something every parents should be doing. Maybe i've not yet played enough. If i can save the money that i spent outside. I could have save lots of money for him. But i failed. Maybe i should face the wall one day and reflect on myself. What have i done as a mom? Going out often? Spending money on unnessasary things? Going club? Going enjoy with friends? Holiday every now and then? Why cant i be like the past? Eating only $2.50 per day. Smoking only 3 sticks per day. Going out only 1 month twrice. And why cant i be like the past? Pass my exams? I really messed up my life. Father, can u hear me? I need you to give me strength like how you gave me in the past. To be stronger each day and face each obstacle with a wide smile. But, why am i not smiling now? I have my hubby who loves and care for me alot. My son who is growing up along with me. My mom who never fail to advise me. My dad who always support me. My sis who is always be there with me. My friends who always acc me to walk thru. But WHY?! People, please pray for me. Pray that i can walk thru all my troubles. Monday, November 02, 2009 Today is a walking day. Early morning, went to training @ NUH , took the uniform and later went home. Realise from my place to the hosptial is only 3 bus-stops away! Reached home, agency called me up to sign some documents. Went down to the office at town. Walked here and there. Saw the subaru competition, to see who is the last to leave their hands off. Its was raining heavily, and they will there standing there. =( Just now when i saw, they already pass 50hrs. That is 2 days!! OMG. Tmr im officially starting work. WOO WOO WOO. Friday im having my marketing exam. Got to go to do some revision. Goodbye! And Oh yah, I've plan a bangkok trip next year with only hubby & me. =)) Labels: Love is hard to get. But harder to let go. SABAI SABAI   Hubby will kill me if he saw this. HAHA  Guitarist @ Sabai        I realise i've got lots of photos in this page. HAHA. Anw, the photos below is taken on fri night that we went to sing song. Taken frm audrey's blog. So cute right? with the doremom face!! HAHA. Enjoy the days out with them. Tmr will starting working, working, working. Friday im having my exams. =( I've lost all my confidence. SHITTY. Better study well. Sad to say, I've not achieve smth big yet. When will be the day ? Labels: Dont fall for someone unless they are willing to catch you.        |
 Name : Jeline' TBK Mummy Date of Birth: 28 December 1990 
Name: Zack Lim Daddy Date of Birth: 7 April 1988 
Name : Zayne Lim Jun Feng Date of Birth : 27 June 2007 Happily Ever After 
2009: [x}#Burberry Wallet for Hubby 21st {x}#Bangkok Trip 20th March {x}#Register for school {x}#Bangkok Trip 8th Aug {x}#Zayne to speak {x}#A new Laptop {x}#Zayne education savings plan {x}#Extend my hair {x}#Gucci wallet 15th Aug {x}#Zack's Omnia Phone 1st Sept #Gucci bag Nov #A watch for my Bday 28th Dec 2010: #Bangkok Trip in Jan #Business Admin Cert in March #Zayne to go school #Perth Trip in Sept #Swift Sports/Honda fit 1.3 #Driving licsence #Bring Zayne for holiday Others: #4-Room Flat #Diploma ' 2011 #Degree ' 2014 #Second child Dreams do come true. Aim high, achieve it. Margaret - Sherelle's Mummy Xiaona - Carina's Mummy Von - Dawn's Mummy Julia - Mummy Jenny - Mikkel's Mummy Guipeng -Evelyn's Mummy Cherie - Chermaine's Mummy Jocelyn - Ryoji's Mummy Etrini - Mummy to Be Iris - Mummy to be Stella - Rynr & Rynna's Mummy Beloved Ones♥♥
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